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But it’s still a work in progress. I have strayed from my path and am now fighting to get back to it. I will be starting school in 2 months for Cosmotology. I have dreamed of it since I was in high school. I needed time to heal from the emotional abuse I endured for so long and now I am trying to be the mom to my girls, that my Grandma was to me.I’ve been an ok mom, but I KNOW that they deserve way more. Once I have set myself right, I know I’ll feel fulfilled.

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Mar
3

My late Grandmother

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Sambo's Pancakes

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She was the mother, my mother could never be. She was a teacher of many things for me. She had me saying the Pledge Of Alligence at 18 months old and reading at 4. She taught me to appreciate books and that reading could be enjoyed. She used to read me the story of Sambo and draw the pictures on my back at naptime.To this day, tickeling my back is like a sleeping pill. She taught me unconditional love, by never giving up on me.She gave me the courage to finally walk out on a bad man by telling me this…”No man is worth your tears, cause the only one that matters, will never make you cry”.

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Mar
3

France

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I have always been a romantic and Paris is the city of love. I want to see it all and not in pictures or miniture like in Vegas. I know a lil french and would love to improve on that. I want to walk hand in hand with my hubby down by the Siene under a blanket of stars. i want to at least window shop at the Chic shops and dine out at a streetside cafe. I would like to place roses at the spot of Princess Di’s accident and the home of the ?Alfieds? in memory of the lives that were taken way too soon.

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Mar
3

With my girls and my hubby

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I can’t imagine not being with my babies when it ends. In fact the thought scares the hell outta me and brings tears to my eyes.I want the faces of my perfect lil girls to be the last thing I see before I die. I am so amazed by them and proud to be called mom by them.I have messed up a lot in life, but I know that with them I did good.Being with my husband and dying together is the only way, I wanna go. I’ve been beat mentally and physically by a man who said he loved me. I was lower than you could possibly imagine, when I finally left and never in a million years, did I think I would find someone so perfect for me. I cannot imagine life without him.

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